Ok, I dont like to say that I’m stressed out. I think it’s more like sad and worried. I miss my mom. I miss her terribly. I feel so incomplete that I dont have a relationship with her. Ever since I have been here, I have not recieve one phone call from her. I just recently sent her an email saying that I wanted to know if she even thinks about me or wants a relationship with me. I’m kinda hurt because there’s a chance that she doesnt want to get to know my child. I cant keep being stressed out or depressed over this. I have tried so hard to keep a relationship with her but I cant keep fighting a loss cause if it endangers my child’s life.
so yea, just thought I’d vent because my hubby is asleep.