Many have been wondering what my goals and aspirations are as of lately. I am currently focusing on what I have always known I wanted to do. I want to improve upon myself and make content to share my life experiences with others. My current goals are what I believe will help improve my self-confidence as well as my own self-image.
- Stream & Become a Twitch Affiliate
This is the main goal that I am focusing on right now. If you follow my social medias, you would know that I have taken up Twitch streaming again since the end of June 2021. My current schedule has been streaming Monday, Wednesday, and Friday from 12pm – 4pm Eastern Time. I sometimes do stream on other days. One of streaming goals is to become a Twitch Affiliate by the end of July. Below are my current analytics of my Twitch channel:
I have met all of the requirements to become a Twitch Affiliate with the exception of averaging 3 viewers per stream. Once I have unlocked the Twitch Affiliate achievement, my viewers can then subscribe to my channel & unlock additional stream features. One of those features are twitch emotes that can be used in chat & I have personally created them for my streaming channel. I also planned on getting a Terraria server which only subscribers will have access to, as well additional streams and content.
2. Figure out what to post in OnlyFans
I know what you are thinking already. OH NO! NOT AN ONLYFANS! I already have my OnlyFans set up. I just haven’t decided what to post in it. I have it set up as I wanted to work on NSFW artwork at one point and even thought about modeling outfits. It may be just another avenue for viewers to unlock and access additional content. What that content is….I do not know at this time. Currently, My OnlyFans for content suggestions and requests which may or may not be for adults-only. I still have no idea what “Adults-Only” means for me. This goal might be the hardest one to figure out to achieve.
3. Create more YouTube Videos & Collab with Fellow Creators
I made videos in the past on YouTube giving my overview on new games that I played, as well as tutorials. My biggest video tutorial would be my “Cast Sequence Macro” for World of Warcraft with over 66,000 current views. I also miss making content with my friends who are also content creators. We did giveaways, gameplay videos, and even made a weekly gaming podcast livestream at one point. It would be great to get back into making content with other creators.
I bet you are wondering how any of this will improve my self-confidence as well as my own self-image. I struggle with negative thoughts that hindered me to create the content that I want to share. What would be socially acceptable? What would people think of me? How can I allow myself to be so selfish? I am an adult and I still have no idea what that means to me. I have no idea who I am as an individual. I know what I am to others but who am I to me? I do not know, but I do know I feel I am a creative individual who has not been able to express myself fully, and I am working on that. All about that personal growth and development!